Dreams/lucid

in a rare moment of lucidity
waking too early
it's still last night and now you can't
sleep or dream
under a cover gray in the glimmers of the new day
lightening unwanted
after the depths of the pyramids entorched
and low in gravity
fly by tour in cartoon
outlined in mind controlled half conscious
in a rare moment of lucidity
bringing back old loves now dead and under
a blanket of warm thoughts fading
gray with age and lightening
no long such a weight with years
gravity weakens in the garden
my mother's I can see with childs eyes
sun-dress clean and knees with dirt
like mine small again love like sunshine
the conversation we never had
told her the things that weighed on me
she would never know, remain
in the dark now, lightening unwanted
unexpected moment of lucidity
in and out of sleep
farewell night goodbyes in a cemetary
stones fading grey and darkening
lightening sky after pre-dawn rain
box covered in dirt the tomb
entorched in memory and dream
floating behind unwanted lightening
a tour under
half-control gray and new light natural
softer greying now like sunshine
fortold in dreams a rare moment
finally finished and woke too early but after the end
unencumbered in the weak gravity under
dark covering warmth follows that rare moment
like coming sunshine lucidity